Red Faced before God

"O my God, I am ashamed and blush to lift my face to you" - Ezra 9 v 6

Ezra was red faced & embarrassed before God because of others wrong doing.
To be honest I am often fed faced before God because of my wrong doing.
I know God shows me His grace no matter what.
That brings more colour to my cheeks when I let Him down.
So as I come before Him today knowing my sin of yesterday & today,
knowing he never turned away from me once,
I am red faced again.
But maybe that's not a bad place to be
as I can think of a worse place.
Not feeling the embarrassment because I haven't collided with Jesus love.